We know The Callous Daoboys already have an idiosyncratic sense of humour, but this narrative device isn’t a means of them poking fun at themselves. It’s a projection of personal anxiety and a philosophical way of thinking about legacy. They know what they put out into the world lasts forever, so what they’re asking is this: if something’s immortalised, can it really be a failure?
“Because of the internet, anything can gain an audience. It’s all going to be out there forever and to me, that’s a measure of success,” says Carson. “The fact that anybody connects with it is a measure of success, but to society at large, and to your family and friends, it is a failure if you really want to boil it down. But to me, I’ve already succeeded.”
Funnily enough, on the subject of legacy, we’re speaking to Carson on the day Black Sabbath announced the metal show to end all metal shows, a final reunion of the metal godfathers with a drool-worthy line-up of special guests. When asked about how he wants his band to be remembered, this is what Carson points to as an example.
“In a perfect world, we’re playing the final Callous Daoboys show when we’re 80 years old and I sound like the penguin from Toy Story 2 trying to scream up there,” he says. “That's an ideal world, of course, but I want to keep going. I want to keep making great art. I want to keep making things that I'm interested in. Obviously, I would love for us to be able to buy houses off of this stuff and that's always what I'm going to shoot for.
“But ultimately, I think that I just want to be able to say that we tried our best, that we made a really great run at it, and you know that we did everything that we could have done. I think that if I ever half-ass an album, my career should be taken away. I'm never, ever going to half-ass anything that I make, whether it's for this band or another band.
“That’s what’s important to me – that we never quit.”
I Don't Want To See You In Heaven is released is released May 16 via MNRK Heavy – pre-order your copy now.
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