Before things threaten to get too earnest, he’s ready for show-time. Minutes before walking on, friends flock to him to chat and wish him good luck, but he can’t hear a thing over his in-ear monitors. Bookie is briefly back in his own world again, but it’s staggering how quickly that sense of isolation melts away onstage. It seems a place he’s far more comfortable forging connections – actually demanding them from new listeners, who he instructs to live in the moment alongside him, as he joins them in the crowd.
In what feels like the blink of an eye, he saunters offstage caked in sweat, almost reluctant to shower it off because that would mean the night is over. As promised, tonight there was no blood, “no Mick Foley shit” and no vomit. His hands are, for once, unscathed.
He rectifies that almost immediately, but opts for a different kind of memento. As the words ‘fuck them’ are being tattooed on his hand, he reflects graciously on the kind of transaction that took place tonight between him and the fans. Another contradiction that’s all part of the allure of Kid Bookie.
“I used to have this dream of, ‘You can change the whole world,’” he says. “And you can. But the older you get, the more far-fetched it is as an idea because the world is so big.”
By his own admittance, most of the fans in the building tonight gathered here to see I Prevail, but he spent every second of his 25-minute set convincing them why it’s him they should be paying attention to – undaunted by the fact this might be their most exposure to his sound. In fact, he seems to enjoy the challenge even more.
“You can change corners of people's minds, corners of the world,” he surmises. “And then you suddenly start to change little parts.
“Here are my ideas. Let’s see if you gravitate to them.”
Songs For The Living // Songs For The Dead is out September 13 via Marshall Records
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