“Maybe the only one front-to-back that was made at that writing retreat, conceived and fully laid out. Even the final vocal of the last chorus is the one from the original demo, which I recorded by myself when Anthony went out to Pappy and Harriet’s. I was honestly scared to scream in front of him so I saved it for a time when he wasn’t around. My voice cracks pretty hard but something about it wouldn’t let go of me. The imperfection was perfect, sounds stupid but that’s what I love more and more about music these days – all the imperfection. There’s a lot of that in this song, which makes sense in the context of the lyrics because it’s basically about figuring out that I was clinically depressed. Going through all that needless self-loathing, anxiety, blah blah blah, thinking that it must be my fault, that there’s no way for me to be free of it besides just dealing with it like everyone else does.”