“We were touring Attention Attention in Europe in 2018, and I was in a hotel room in Milan, Italy, when I got this idea for a story. A voice in my head that didn’t belong to me said, ‘You might want to write this down.’ I started writing down this story, and somewhere along that tour, I started putting together pieces of music on the Pro Tools rig I have on the road. I went to the band and said, ‘Hey, are y’all ready to start writing a record?’ They weren’t, but with their blessing, I started putting together my debut solo record, I Had A Name.
“Throughout this process of writing about these characters – kids that are in a prison camp, this girl who has abandoned her faith to become an assassin to avenge her mother’s death, this ancient protector who used to safeguard this world but is now the last of his kind, the evil dictator who has overthrown the world and mind-controlled everyone – as I was digging into their experiences, I was unintentionally writing the most autobiographical record I’ve ever written. Writing in first-person, it was only after the record was finished that I realised the characters’ struggles mirrored significant struggles in my own journey.
“I created a concept record that isn’t overtly narrative – more than just storytelling, it allows listeners to see themselves in the lyrics, much like a traditional album would, yet still has qualities of a rock opera. While the songs tell snapshots of these character’s stories, the whole story will be told in a graphic novel that hopefully by the end of the year, is being written by my good friend Rob Prior.
“So that’s how I Had a Name was born. The album was entirely self-made – I played all the instruments, wrote the lyrics and sang everything. I recorded drums uniquely, playing them by hand and overdubbing cymbals. I learned a lot about myself as a vocalist, lyricist and drummer, pushing myself in ways I haven't before as a musician.
“I hope everyone enjoys this record because it’s a huge piece of me that I’m putting out into the world. It’s scary, but that’s what it’s supposed to be. Art isn’t complete until you give it to somebody. It feels good to have it out in the world.”