When Emperor ended you were still only 25…
“Yeah, and we announced the first reunion show before I turned 30! But it wasn’t a hard decision. From the beginning we carried the ‘truth’ thing with us. Not to fit in with certain parameters, but the intention behind it. For each album I did more and more, until by the time we did [2001 album] Prometheus [: The Discipline Of Fire & Demise], I wrote it on my own. We diverged musically, and agreed rather than keeping at it, it was better to end on a high note where we were in agreement, rather than have the band become a safe place. It was natural. And we weren’t thinking ‘career’-wise!”
Has your relationship with Emperor’s music changed over time? How do you feel when you do reunion gigs?
“To be honest, I was a bit afraid. When you do something like that, everyone can kind of… pull it off, and just play through the songs. But I think all of us felt that if we’re doing that, you have to do it properly. People have attached a lot of memories and experiences with that music. It would feel off if we couldn’t do that with integrity and truthfulness. I thought, ‘Can I tap into that energy of being a teenager and creating this music?’ And I noticed early on when we started playing the songs that it’s kind of imprinted, in your memory and your spine. So, tapping into the riffs and the lyrics was easy. It feels natural, even though I can’t relate to the lyrics in the same way, but at an underlying level I can still connect with the same existential feelings. It sounds bombastic, but with my own music I still call it black metal, because it still conjures up that same feeling. Diamanda Galas still conjures up that same feeling in me. That’s the core, the driving force, the ideal in me, and that’s the goal, artistically, of every song I have inside of me. That’s the constant. I’m always trying to reach that goal.”
As a solo artist, do you still search for the same things as you did in Emperor?
“I always want to make the darkest possible album. For people who like this type of music, they understand what that means. People outside don’t get it. And I think I should probably say I always try to make the most… profound record. I like the depth, the danger, the existential dilemma. My hope is that I don’t sound like someone else – I want to sound like me, in a different way. Using Radiohead as an example, they had success with OK Computer, then they made Kid A, which was an electronic album, but undoubtedly was done with the integrity of it being Radiohead. So you can change everything, as you could with David Bowie, and the integrity of their choice of aesthetics and how they are at the core as creative people still shines through. And I’m not at all comparing myself to Radiohead or Bowie, but as an ideal, I try to trust that if you do it honestly and as a heartfelt thing, if you constantly challenge how to do things, it will always come through.”
Rob Halford from Judas Priest is a big fan. How does that make you feel to know one of his favourite albums is 1997’s Emperor’s Anthems To The Welkin At Dusk?
“Coming from him, it really feels like a compliment, because he doesn’t have to say that. He can say whatever he wants. So if he says something like that, it’s because he genuinely feels that way and he means it. He’s the sweetest guy; every time I’ve met him and spoken to him on the phone, he’s been amazing. And he’s a genuine fan of music as well, and of new metal in general. And just look at Judas Priest. If we’re talking about development – they’ve done Sad Wings Of Destiny, and Turbo, and Painkiller. The integrity of being Judas Priest means it’s always Priest, but they always have that willingness to change and express themselves in new ways. If someone told me when I was 10 years old a fraction of what I would be doing, like talking to Rob Halford and playing shows with Judas Priest, I would have probably had a heart attack!”